The Brownfield Collection
A response in poetry to the brownfield sites around Stoke-on-Trent, by Simon Corble. June 2018.
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Despite the tens of thousands
spent
on keeping people out,
it’s easy to gain access and
going in there’s no
“Exhibit One”. No
order –
free as bees to wander
wander round these
aisles of free-for-all
these open galleries,
all the work anonymous or
even accidental…
Proper walls in very short
supply
hold works in
vibrant orange, yellow –
golden swirls as rich as
flowers
unvisited ‘cept by passing bees
and me, today;
under-privileged
glimpse of
spray-on-brick
creations, childish-looking
installations, existential
manifestations,
CAMUS
CAMUS on a wall
Who’s the strangest of them
all?
The isolated sparring glove
lying
where it fell; a pair of dark
grey
boxer shorts, screwed up,
wrung out, slapped on the
asphalt,
bone-dry now in summer heat;
a
scrunch of tortured creases
crying out
for justice or a damn good
iron.
“Oh, you want it like that do you?”
Suddenly it’s Peter’s Empty Space;
darling ghosts of past performances,
jumbles of props and cast-off
costume scraps – it all makes
zero sense –
a feeble victim’s bomber jacket
captured by the brambles; the
white surrender handkerchief waved
head height from a tree
turns out to be a plastic bag…
A plot full of deceptions – the
blanket weighted down by four
half-burnt bricks
hides naught
but its own mystery.
*********
Demolished
Dog-Track Stadium Anthem
Squares of lino lying scattered,
Tell
me – was it vinyl flooring then?
Two-tone squares, grey,
dark
grey, scattered like a
pack of cards, discarded;
a
discarded deck.
A vinyl disc, a 45, is wedged between
two
hollow bricks,
upright, it’s remembering
a
juke box, flashy,
retro,
even then,
weightless, waiting, weighted down,
waiting
for a coin to drop,
machine
to lay it, play it flat…
The label in the middle’s gone;
selection
very tricky…
I hope for Ghost Town, by The Specials;
The Selector – Too Much Pressure;
Elvis – Hound Dog – better still…
The shadow of a plant stem, dead
plays
armature and stylus,
moving
as the sun records
a
silent tribute song; tracing
the untraceable dog-track anthem in a
groovy,
kind-of love.
Daily he reaches that
central,
circled space:
enigma.
Dark
still point of the turning wheel.
Stuck;
but never sticks;
a
greyhound sticks to the track…
He
never caught that rabbit yet.
He
ain’t no friend of time.
*********
Bit Like
In any case that 45 rpm
has a semi-circular
chunk bit
out
bit like
in Alice the Mad
Hatter’s teacup rim
*******
Vinyl or Lino?
Vinyl or Lino?
I’ll be floored
if I know.
I screed, you screed
we all got scared
and disagreed.
*********
A Noise
A lady on a tannoy
annoys across the land
Would so-and-so from such-and-such…
the painted bricks do not respond
the dumped child’s cot
refuses to be rocked
the bee heads for the neighbour flower
reckless in delight
the roses laugh, they’re dog roses…
And it’s nothing to do with
me.
*********
Biodivercity
blackbirds
buds dunnocks butterflies bugs
and
bees Bombus abounding
crowding
the flowering rambling bramble
Bombus
hypnorum bumbles about
a
lemon-coloured hybrid rose
new
to science
hairy hypnorum
humming
the spell of sleep a
cinamon
ginger innocent jinx
in
a trance of a dance over wind
bobbing
shrub shaded slabs and sunk
in
cement the paint flaking
stakes
of steel valiant stanchions
withstood
a bulldozer's blundering snout
stout
in defiance
when all else falls
Staffordshire
brick crumbles and
fails
tumbles and walls collapse
in
waves beneath blows and roll in
the
reckless wrecking ball ruthless
result
of balls up or cock up or
cooked
up conspiracy who knows
who
badly thought through what not
thought
through at all through
no
fault of their own decisions
decisions
decisionz the bees
buzz
on oblivious
now
that's what I call
non-compliance
*********
Escaped
under Blair
under Prescott
under that
under this
the latest the greatest
the rabbit from a hat
now turned into a fatalist
he’s lost inside a waiting
list
the soul destroying
weightiest
wave of collapsing
hopes for a new start
fresh start
sure start
but something forced these
bars apart
something
something makes the eyes
smart
escaped
*********
Invisible
The roses here have
hybridised from
those suburban gardens
looking on, looking over
ineffectual palisades.
Another world in parallel:
a lady, balanced like
a Libra walks weighing
her two shopping bags,
she’s safely on a pavement
past the barricades
no head is turned;
another in a sari and her
friend
push pushchairs up a hill,
perhaps towards a park up
there?
And one who loads the boot of
a car
with heaven knows what stuff
looks up to the sun,
looks not quite very
miserable…
No one looks in.
We ARE invisible.
*********
Fossils
Brambles snake exploring
stems
across the concrete screed;
springs uncoiled, their
smiling cups
of primitive flowers
held up to the Pagan sun
for blessing’s warmth.
The concrete mottled, thinly
moss’d,
patchy like savannah seen
from space.
A swinging sixties floorer
left
his swirling mark upon this
vinyl tile’s reverse; whorling
like a fingerprint;
thumbprint
from an innocent giant.
We don’t know what this vinyl
floor was for.
We don’t know what this
plastic pipe
was for;
nor the wiring curled up with it
like they belonged together,
electricity and water.
Alright,
it seems, in steam irons,
kettles and in ruins.
“In case of fault call
Southern
Electricity”
But nothing feels at fault,
not here, not standing here;
the randomness of everything
run riot.
*********
Fault Line
Who would I get, I wonder,
if I called that number now?
Perhaps, like Kafka’s
nightmare trial
that number is still waiting
– never
has been dialled – was not meant
for this moment, but one
always
to come. An
ever-aging
office clerk, stares at a Bakelite
phone;
knowing nothing of their
hopeless fate,
but sure the caller is alone.
*********
Fragments
That lone brick, fractured by
the frost,
baked and shattered by the
summer sun
to fragments, insignificant;
a pile
of terracotta dust, waiting
for
the breath of wind. Grains of pollen in
the giant hands of daisies,
shaken by
the fumblings of bees; the
flakes of paint,
yellow, breaking, falling
down; the odd
dead leaf falling, falling
down. No.
No, you cannot, may not
choose, you
the after-comer, you who
never saw
a dog race round the
track. You stand
there, pondering. You love that shattered brick
the best. You want to take it home, somehow,
where it would find no
place. And anyway
it’s un-transportable. You let it be.
*********
Freedom
But, no one is at fault, you see?
Not standing here with the
randomness of everything
reigning all around.
Here’s a new approach:
Hold your latest scheme and
come and stand right here
with me
to just take in this scene:
There’s ironies in the ironwork,
bent so the eye can see
the “extra” crowning Tesco
between the lethal
palings…one, two
Someone will know how many,
has the calculation, not
now in some office drawer,
but on some whirring hard drive
somewhere neat and,
were you so inclined,
you too could calculate
the percentage it took
from your council tax
to keep this gypsy-free.
“Freedom of Information”
I believe.
You’re welcome.
*********
Dead Centre
At the centre of the site
a child has made a simple wall
from bricks, in good supply and
for a touch of wonder
a window, or unlikely door,
is a sheet of circuit board
ripped from a computer.
It comes complete with ports,
soldered elements, all set
in a green, translucent base.
Some city futuristic,
future-proof because
it’s safe in that imagination.
*********
Garden Escapes
Sweet Joe Pye hopped over the
wall,
Sweet Joe Pye went crazy.
Bud Leia shot up far too tall
Now butterflies are lazy.
*********
Thrive
I’ve seen defences like this
against invading tanks
from World War Two
sticking up from pebble
beaches
along the North Sea Coast.
Some of these flowers thrive
there, also,
where their names earn some
respect
in their natural habitat.
*********
True Nature
Brick, brick, brick upon
brick;
brick-built, bricked-in…
clay brick.
A brick’s no more than
baked mud. Just like
that mud we wode across
on that Staffordshire farm
not five miles from here,
ankle-deep, fifty-fifty cow
muck,
watched across a barbed-wire
fence
by cattle, curiously, the
culprits
and the farmer: “The path
runs by the hedge!”
“Yeah, thanks!”
His land, clean above that
stinking yard
is pure, terracotta clay.
Looking down, boots catching,
sticky with it:
If I farmed this I’d kneel right down,
right here and start from the very beginning;
make me
a cup of clay.
*********
“The path runs by the hedge!”
His firm voice
half-angry shout
the while we wobbled
on hasty rugs
of plywood boards
some cow had chewed
thrown down to bridge
the heaving swamp
of mud and muck
that day everyone
and I mean we three
everybody went surfin’
surfin’ ST12.
*********
So Much for Granted
If this were in the third
world,
the heart of a third world city,
all this would be a city in
itself,
that brick wall much prized
complete with swirling,
uber-trendy mural,
the firmest wall of someone’s
simple home;
a palace by the standards of
a
deplorable place.
Authorities
would bulldoze
the people come again;
another
wave of nature
taking
hold
take possession
taking
back control.
But, lawless in this
law-abiding,
lean, but pleasant,
strangely pleasant land,
I walk, I loiter here
alone.
*********
Okay
I might at least have been
mugged by now,
or
questioned by police,
or
trailed by two minders,
detained
without release.
Instead, I’ve sent my escorts
home
confident,
okay;
not
sure it’s even trespass
to
stumble about this way.
It’s not that no-one bothers
here;
no-one
even sees me.
That voice again, the tannoy
calling for Mr. Beasely…
*********
Atonements
And what, in holy innocence,
did they want here with these
dolls?
Scattered, not-so tattered,
in fact
perfectly unbattered
children’s things?
One dressed as if for first
communion
lies thrown, or fallen; a
tiny hand
clutching at a thorn. And there,
a rolling, severed baby head
is
smiling sideways at a lump of
brick.
Another baby’s had its cotton
innards
ripped inside-out – by birds;
I really, really hope it’s
birds.
Its blue eyes shine up to the
stars.
A pillow for a baby doll
nestles, quite suggestively
up to a packet, emptied of its fags.
It’s all discarded merchandise:
The one adorned with fairy,
namely Annabelle,
And one with graphic, photo-
graphic portrayal of an open wound,
following surgery to remove a lung.
In both, pink features heavily.
The shadow from the pillow’s logoed tab
curls coffin-lidded over stark works on
black, uncompromising packaging:
“DUTY PAID”
*********
Green Codes
“Take nothing but photographs.
Leave nothing but footprints.”
One half of this rule I
broke,
stuffing my canvas backpack
with buds of pungent Mugwort
to brew for inspiration.
Wild weed, totally legal,
subtle in its effects;
promoting lucid dreams.
And footprints left I none.
*********
So where were The Spiders?
And once, on a very personal
note,
I went to stand in the
flooring section
of B&Q, Stretford,
Manchester, just
to stand where Bowie had
stood when
Ziggy played guitar. What
once had been a theatre
there,
with the stage where now lie
laminates,
the Wild-eyed Boy had strut
his stuff
and The Spiders woven magic,
not carpets.
And when
that orange shack is gone
there
shall be spiders again:
Sun
spiders, jumping spiders,
spiders
brought here in Tesco bananas -
urban-mythical
spiders, big as your ’and,
crawling
across the web of roads
to find
this cosy, nichey ruin and
the
spider she swallowed down
inside ’er
spider.
The one
to catch the fly.
*********
A Calling
That voice again,
announcing. Hark!
Whence is thy voice, oh,
cheery Tannoy?
Superstore? Car Showroom?
Retail Park?
I look around: All their flags are flying,
Flying everywhere; pennants
‘gainst
An azure sky, flapping from
white poles;
Medieval armies, merry,
camping out,
Singing from their corporate
hearts. Their
Shining armoured vehicles,
colours brave,
Circling the orbital, they
have
This little land and me
surrounded, almost.
There’s only that modest
stretch of boxy sixties
Housing, over the graffitied
wall:
It has not fallen – or am I
much deceived?
I still don’t know what that
thing was – the thing
He loaded into the boot of
his car, that guy,
Parked up against the
generous pavement.
The enormous bulk of
Victorian church stands
Forgotten on the hill; a
fortress, forlorn;
It’s the only building still
totally caked
In soot and grime, the real,
the proper stuff,
The deadly stuff of long,
long, long ago.
That voice again: I’m waiting for my name.
*********
Unknown
What
odd rituals
have been performed
since this place fell
apart like this lost all
sense of purpose after the
last dog ran his breathless
race
last crowd wept the sun
dialled on
the shadow touched another
stanchion
or settled in another groove
of that rev-
olving disc forever wedged
forever young
though never ever played
again?
*********
That’ll be the Day
But not forever
one day one fine day
one pen will move
one finger click on send
an order be received
somewhere
sanctioned actioned despite
perhaps objection over-ruled
one man sat at his controls
just doing his job will make
his
one machine lurch forward
or move with smooth accord
for let’s be kind to him
who cannot be to blame
and cause the wave of bricks
to bulge fold rise
to break to fall again
and I see him hop down
bend down and pick up
that 45 and take it home
Simon Corble is a poet, playwright, writer and photographer based in the East Midlands.
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Wasted Space
Nina’s Story
The sun flickers in a haze
over the waste land as I allow myself to accept that familiar feeling of
acceptance which follows the escaping of the world through the fence.
A vast expanse of what was
once the entertainment of so many. The
flowers, breaking through the asphalt - praying to the heavens to let them be
free, anywhere from this work of grey - remind me of myself. Hoping, yet going nowhere.
Around this plateau of
tarmac are remnants of happier times; the bathroom tiles waiting to be mopped,
a lost doll, bewilderment within the eyes – and a lost glove. A lone glove waiting for its owner to reunite
the separated pair. An owner that will
never come. Everyday the objects seem to
shift positions restlessly. I think it’s
a message. To show they still have faith
– perhaps in the hope that their owners will finally realise their lack of
presence.
I see myself within the
scattered bricks. No longer wanted. That’s why I come here. I feel less alone and somehow, cared for and
caressed. I have never met another soul
here. Well, actually, that’s a lie – I
saw a silent mystery within the intertwined brambles. I was intrigued the moment he appeared that
day, although as to why, I cannot say. There
was a familiarity in his demeanour, or, in the piercing blue eyes that were
striking, even from the distance.
A bramble strikes its
claws across my flesh; you must, even in the most secure of places tread
carefully. Everything in life seems
wound up in such an intricately devastating knot – which seems impossible to
ever undo. This is where the smallest
rays of sun beam so brightly in the dark cavern. It’s the space. I fix my eyes upon an eruption of life from
the grey confines and fantasise an ideal life.
Not much, but a life. Where to
start? The flowers…
I imagine a picturesque,
rural area of lush greens and flamboyant flowers. The cottage is surrounded by guards of apple
trees, a secluded spot, yet brimming with all the life in the world. I imagine playing with two friends as loyal
as dogs. A full family with no
despicable revelations to be discovered, awaits within the walls…
I enjoy those few moments
of joy before I realise that wishing never made a map to the gold. Here awaits the box in which I belong – a
blur of grey and yellow, smattered with other lost belongings of Earth, like
myself. And something else – a silent
mystery. A silent mystery that is
gradually advancing nearer to where I crouch, protective over My land.
By Rowan, aged 13.
1 comment:
Thank you! One small point: There is needs to be a separation between Thrive and True Nature.
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